A lot you’ve changed

But not for me
You break away
While I stay the same
Fade out from me
invite the pain
It’s all good for you
you're too great for me

I hate to say
You're too kind for me
I’ve no hope for us
too bright for me
In this world for you
With no space to breathe
You never talk the truth
When you speak to me

You’re naught but frail
Do naught but fail
And You act so good
not to me

you Wanna paint me the devil
Let me paint you back
You want my head on a platter
Let me give you that

You’re not the same
its or either or I feel
I knew you had to be
a fantasy

when you sing me songs
With your faux like tone
I cannot bring me to love
your coal like soul


You Lie with different shades of grey
You’re different types of vain
bring different kinds of shame



I'll fucking take myself
I’ll fucking break myself
I wanna save myself
but I hate myself

I know I reek of filth
I'm so brittle and cracked
Give me a week until
I pull the plug on myself

My eyes could fill a well
My life could fill a creek
Might/ I should kill myself
I could cull the weak

You pull my strings
Like some puppeteer
And now you lie liked you loved
Me out of fear

You Lie with different shades of grey
You’re different types of vain
Bring different kinds of shame