Tok 2.4 gram Norsk Fleinsopp + 4 gram Psilocybin Atlantis. Først gang noe ris eller psychedelic.

It was a trip from laughing like a little kid, to experience of death, and then fighting like hell. And giving into death. Was very painful to leave everything.

But after accepted the death, saw the creation of life. How one soul was connected to mine. It was me in all the reflection. Peace came when I said "I Am".

Saw how resisting death can lead to a feeling of being in Abyss. Place of nowhere. Tormented soul. But once i give up. Then the doors opend.

My girlfriend did this with me she was strong enough to say it's ok to die. Let it go. That helped a lot.

Funny is after seeing the life and parallel universes, I was laughing. I thought there is no death just one transfer of energy to the next drama.

I heard this sound of buzzing, a little particle. It was so high I thought my ears will burst. It was sound of creation, may be gods particle.

Funny how I created me and everything. Pure play. As the Hindus call it Lila.

After 24 pure peace.